| Author (if available): Sable, Gai |
| Title: Loving Hands |
| Category: H/C:p (HURT/COMFORT: PHYSICAL) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): B&D are captured and D is raped. B collaborates to their relaease by C and hurts his hands. Both have declared love to the other, thinking him unconscious. In hospital, wounds tended, they manage to declare their feelings openly; B blows D and they are happy. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 28 |
| Word count (thousands) 4.6 |
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| Author (if available): Sabotini, Rachael |
| Title: Rum, Sodomy, and the Lash |
| Category: HIS (HISTORICAL) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): B is First Lieutenant of the tall ship Valiant, under the sadistic captain Macklin. B recognizes in a batch of new recruits D, which he assaulted and almost raped years before, in his misspent adolescence. Feeling guilty, he tries to help D; this makes Macklin paranoid, and ultimately leads to a mutiny lead by B&D. They win, and decide to try a new life, having sorted out their feelings and guilts (B loves D but thinks he hurt him too much; D loves B and thinks that B saved his life from the other gangmembers). Happily ever after. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): |
| Word count (thousands) 97 |
| Date written: 11.7 |
| Sequel to: Jan. 1997 |
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| Author (if available): Sarina |
| Title: Mind Your Chains |
| Category: ROM (ROMANCE) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): During the events of “The Untouchables” D worries about B, and thinks of their relationship. When the case is over and they have made love after being separated, D resolves to talk to B about their feelings. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 33 |
| Word count (thousands) 1.1 |
| Date written: Jun. 1991 |
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| Author (if available): Sarinna |
| Title: Double Dilemma |
| Category: EPSOD (EPISODE) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 17 |
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| Prequel to: Double or Nothing |
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| Author (if available): Sebastian |
| Title: Adagio |
| Category: EMCON |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 165 |
| Word count (thousands) 25.1 |
| Date written: |
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| Prequel to: Catharsis – Homecoming |
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| Author (if available): Sebastian |
| Title: Anniversary, The |
| Category: RELAT (RELATIONSHIP) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 33 |
| Word count (thousands) 4.5 |
| Date written: |
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| Author (if available): Sebastian |
| Title: B&D Beside the Sea |
| Category: FSTIM (FIRST TIME) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): B&D at the seaside; mild flirting and B wondering if D really would reciprocate his love, especially after they kissed for a truth or dare game at a CI5 party. D, who does, realizes B’s feelings and signals reciprocity. They go into a beach cabin to make love, and live happily ever after. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 65 |
| Word count (thousands) 7.8 |
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| Author (if available): Sebastian |
| Title: Ball was Good, The |
| Category: FSTIM (FIRST TIME) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 97 |
| Word count (thousands) 6.7 |
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| Author (if available): Sebastian |
| Title: Between Pages 5&6 |
| Category: RELAT (RELATIONSHIP) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): Missing sex scene of “Between the Lines”. D is sad and defeated, and B uses emotionally charged sex to lift him up from his depression. What will change now that feeling got in the open? |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 32 |
| Word count (thousands) 1.9 |
| Date written: |
| Sequel to: Between the Lines |
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| Author (if available): Sebastian |
| Title: Between the Lines |
| Category: ROM (ROMANCE) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): Set during Mixed Doubles. Macklin uses B’s protectiveness of D to goad him, and B’s reaction is an eye-opener for the three of them. The night before the op D is troubled, and he forces B to confess his love. They sleep together (the sex is only implied-the sex scene is in a separate story, called Between Pages 5&6) and all is well, despite C’s reproach (Macklin told him his suspicions) and the squad’s gossip. D gets rid of his girlfriend and goes to meet B. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 65 |
| Word count (thousands) 5.8 |
| Date written: |
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| Prequel to: Between Pages 5 & 6 |
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| Author (if available): Sebastian |
| Title: Bound to the Mast |
| Category: ROM (ROMANCE) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): B has had enough of D’s little seduction games and takes him up on them. So B goes to D and confronts him, telling him he loves him. D explains how the seduction game was the only safe way in his opinion, as he (D) is very insecure and has a low self esteem, thereby making him unable to have a proper relationship or believe in love. Optimistically, B thinks that their love will solve everything and invites D to bed. All seems well, but even as they are having great sex, D is crying, terrified that the relationship won’t work and B will leave him. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 65 |
| Word count (thousands) 6.4 |
| Date written: |
| Sequel to: Siren |
| Prequel to: Going for the Shore – Going for the Shore 2 – Freezing |
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| Author (if available): Sebastian |
| Title: Catharsis |
| Category: EMCON |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): B & D try and adjust to their relationship, despite B’s emotional insecurity and D’s complex coolness. When B does not trust D and thinks D is seeing Anne Holly (D is actually helping her as she is in trouble with a usurer), they have a huge harrowing fight. B takes a long time to actually ask and believe D, who is by then overcome with a sense of catatonic unwhorthiness – in the end, B keeps begging him to get back together, but it is only when D breaks down that they try again. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 198 |
| Word count (thousands) 31.5 |
| Date written: Early Sebastian |
| Sequel to: Adagio |
| Prequel to: Homecoming |
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| Author (if available): Sebastian |
| Title: Down to the Waterfront (Waterline) |
| Category: XMAS |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 32 |
| Word count (thousands) 1.9 |
| Date written: Xmas Eve, 1995 |
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| Author (if available): Sebastian |
| Title: Et in Italia Ego… |
| Category: EMCON |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): B&D go on an organized coach trip to Italy. Funny discomforts of intensive tourism, but the displacement and the coincidence of a shared room make them fall into physical love. They indulge as long as they are in this strange other-world, but decide they will give up the sex once back to England, as it is incompatible with their lives and work. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 33 pp. |
| Word count (thousands) |
| Date written: Jun. 1996 |
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| Originally published in zine: PtP6-CHIAROSCURO |
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| Author (if available): Sebastian |
| Title: First Night, Last Night |
| Category: EMCON |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): It’s the stag night before D’s engagement, and B&D are unwinding after the big party. They are both tense and moody, and finally D realizes what B was trying to telegraph him: their relationship is so intense and important that D has really no business with his fiancee. They discuss the situation, then attempt sex but D is too excited to last; the second time, at dawn, they succeed in making hot love. It is the confirmation that nothing else compares to what they have, yet D is almost married — what to do? |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 65 |
| Word count (thousands) 7 |
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| Author (if available): Sebastian |
| Title: Flu |
| Category: FSTIM (FIRST TIME) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): B&D get flu and decide to spend the weekend sick together. Sick and weak, they feel attracted, especially D, who initiates sex consciously after the first sleepy cuddling/petting. However, B is ambivalent, and as they feel better he gets back home to resume their normal routine–to D’s bitter disappointment. Stricken himself, B promises that he won’t forget, that maybe they will be sick together again. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 66 |
| Word count (thousands) 9.9 |
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| Author (if available): Sebastian |
| Title: Going for the Shore |
| Category: EMCON |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): After their first sex together, B wakes up and realizes that things won’t be easy, as D appears to have serious problems, scared as he is by his own inadequacy and by the intensity of B’s feelings. The relationship goes on, even as D tries more or less consciously to preempt B’s leaving by driving him away through sheer moody viciousness–yet B is steadfast and stays with D, even if tension starts building up, as the two still fail to find a common understanding. The situation is precipitated when on the job D has to choose between saving B’s life and a rookie colleague. D saves B, which is by the book, but he feels guilty of having done it for the wrong reasons — totally upset D goes out and shoots up heroin. Back home, B realizes what happened and is obviously angry but still willing to stick by D — yet his rage comes out in the form of a rather forceful and self-centered fuck. D’s reaction to this (he finds is too lonely) is deemed a good sign by B — but is he right? |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 154 |
| Word count (thousands) 24.3 |
| Date written: |
| Sequel to: Siren; Bound to the Mast |
| Prequel to: Going for the Shore 2 – Freezing |
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| Author (if available): Sebastian |
| Title: Homecoming |
| Category: FAMILY |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): The problems of Catharsis seem to have shifted to D’s emotional distance and B’s sexual hangups (he is too passive); the relationship is between ending and restarting at all times – then they go at D’s mum’s for Xmas – things seem to finally go well when they are besieged by terrorists – they survive but the grounds for the relationship are uncertain and the feeling is bitter. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 198 |
| Word count (thousands) 30.9 |
| Date written: |
| Sequel to: Adagio – Catharsis |
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| Author (if available): Sebastian |
| Title: Hyperion to a Satyr |
| Category: RELAT (RELATIONSHIP) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 94 |
| Word count (thousands) 14.8 |
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| Author (if available): Sebastian |
| Title: Jungle Book, The |
| Category: SATIR (SATIRE) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): D is in the jungle and to find Dr.Livingstone, or so he supposes–only, he meets a man in a tigerskin loincloth. The man says “me Bodie, you Doyle” and decides that the explorer is gonna be his mate. In the end, D cannot really object too much at the initial misunderstanding. They live happily ever after, including Livingstone — except the doctor is really puzzled that his assistant and rescuer is a Stanley and not D. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 32 |
| Word count (thousands) 3 |
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| Author (if available): Sebastian |
| Title: Just a Kiss |
| Category: FSTIM (FIRST TIME) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 65 |
| Word count (thousands) 5.1 |
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| Author (if available): Sebastian |
| Title: On Heat |
| Category: FSTIM (FIRST TIME) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): D in bed masturbates and thinks of B. When B arrives D does not hide, and flaunts his orgasm. B is first upset, but they ultimately talk and get together. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 65 |
| Word count (thousands) 7 |
| Date written: |
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| Prequel to: Apprentice to a Journeyman |
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| Author (if available): Sebastian |
| Title: Plain Sailing |
| Category: LIGHT |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 65 |
| Word count (thousands) 5.8 |
| Date written: |
| Sequel to: Adagio trilogy |
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| Author (if available): Sebastian |
| Title: Pleasure Bent |
| Category: LIGHT |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): D finds pleasure beads in B’s bedroom, and asks what they are for. B explains, and the teasing leads to them going to bed – something bound to happen since they had been flirting when drunk for a while. After three years, D finds the beads again, but cant remember what they are for. This time, just to be sure, B shows him. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 28 |
| Word count (thousands) 3.4 |
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| Author (if available): Sebastian |
| Title: Shooting to Kill |
| Category: DARK |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): B&D follow a killer, play cat and mouse and torment him, then coldbloodedly kill him. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 4 pp. |
| Word count (thousands) |
| Date written: Jun. 1996 |
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| Originally published in zine: PtP6-CHIAROSCURO |
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| Author (if available): Sebastian |
| Title: Siren |
| Category: STEAMY |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): B&D are on overnight standby at HQ and D starts playing a game of seduction on a helplessly in love B: an often repeated and tacit game where D teases and shows off (disrobing for a shower) but that’s all that’s offered. All that B can do is to jerk off and cry as D showers. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 32 |
| Word count (thousands) 2.3 |
| Date written: |
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| Prequel to: Bound to the Mast – Going for the Shore – Going for the Shore 2 – Freezing |
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| Author (if available): Sebastian |
| Title: Smallest Room, The |
| Category: EMCON |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): B&D are waiting for a Parsali-type of op to start, and D is jittery. B suggests masturbation, and it somehow turns into a challenge, so they end up having sex. Though partners for quite a while, they have not been close, and there is diffidence – and now the sex has complicated things and made them ambiguous and dangerous. Will they do it again? And how it will affect their relationship? |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 65 |
| Word count (thousands) 4.9 |
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| Author (if available): Sebastian |
| Title: Stultiloquy |
| Category: SATIR (SATIRE) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): It is all in the style. B&D look for an excuse to have sex, run through all the possible slash cliches and discard them as impossible, ridicule or old. Cruellish! |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 32 |
| Word count (thousands) 1 |
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| Author (if available): Sebastian |
| Title: Such a Day Tomorrow |
| Category: FSTIM (FIRST TIME) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 32 |
| Word count (thousands) 2.6 |
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| Author (if available): Sebastian |
| Title: Truth Beauty? |
| Category: FSTIM (FIRST TIME) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 32 |
| Word count (thousands) 3.3 |
| Date written: |
| Sequel to: Getting at the Truth |
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| Author (if available): Sebastian & ET |
| Title: Blood Heat |
| Category: ROM (ROMANCE) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): Electricity cut all over London, B goes at D’s as his flat has gas heating, and to get him to go play squash. D is too sleepy to get up, and drags B under the covers with him. B, long time in love with D, accepts. Later on, D wakes up again and initiates making love. As the gas eating doesnt work as well, they stay in bed happily and sweetly. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 33 |
| Word count (thousands) 4.2 |
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| Author (if available): Sebastian & H.G. |
| Title: Flu 2 |
| Category: ROM (ROMANCE) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 65 |
| Word count (thousands) 7.4 |
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| Author (if available): Sebastian (& H.G.?) |
| Title: No Unicorns |
| Category: ROM (ROMANCE) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 61 |
| Word count (thousands) 9.5 |
| Date written: |
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| Author (if available): Seibert, Lee |
| Title: Crescendo |
| Category: EMCON |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): B&D wake up, both feeling love and regret for the scene they had in “Catharsis”. They cuddle, have serious talk and decide they will give it another try. Then they go to bed, since D wants to seal the renewed agreement by being bottom (never did it before): but as B thinks he is hurting D, he becomes incapable. They cuddle more and have sweet sex; the old problems are settled but the new one has just reared his head. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 65 |
| Word count (thousands) 6.3 |
| Date written: Aug. 1992 |
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| Author (if available): Shadowfax |
| Title: Gift of Love, A |
| Category: XMAS |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): D has a broken ankle and to cheer him up B rents a country cottage for a loving Xmas. B even buys the house as a refuge. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 22 |
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| Author (if available): S., Betina |
| Title: Lost in the Shadows |
| Category: FSTIM (FIRST TIME) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): B&D are after an evil merc and terrorist B used to know. They get him, but before dying he manages to inject B with a hallucinogenic drug and to allude to B’s promiscuous gay past. D has to calm a crazed B, and learns more about B’s feelings and fears. B is upset afterwards – after being raped by the merc, he had sworn off men, and in general is afraid of loving with so many disappointments in the past. Patiently D – also secretly gay – draws B out and they have sex and acknowledge love. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 97 |
| Word count (thousands) 11.4 |
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| Author (if available): Shell, L. |
| Title: Greatest Treason, The |
| Category: RELAT (RELATIONSHIP) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): (This is the straightened out plot: the story is a sequence of flashbacks and forwards). D is bisexual but gave up men on joining the police: B finds out and they teeter closer till, after Ann Holly, a last attempt at straightness, D gives in to temptation and initiates sex. The relationship is not doing great, though — as they are both too wary. Then they are found out and blackmailed (essentially by accident) and B goes to tell C. C salvages the situation (says it was a setup op) but wants D out (C knew D was bi and never liked him or it). B however manages to convince C the relationship was a fluke and is over: at the same time both B&D realize that what they have is precious and decide to commit. All ends well. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 24 pp. |
| Word count (thousands) |
| Date written: Oct. 1995 |
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| Originally published in zine: D-NOTICE |
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| Author (if available): Shell, L. |
| Title: Night Before the World Ends |
| Category: FSTIM (FIRST TIME) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): The night of “Mixed Doubles” B&D have sex. The day after D is upset and leaves. B follows and they discuss how they are frazzled by the job and how they can both keep human by loving. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 33 |
| Word count (thousands) 4.4 |
| Date written: |
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| Author (if available): Shell, Lezlie |
| Title: Couple of Fruits, A |
| Category: LIGHT |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): During the course of a double date, B sees D having sex; he also talks to D’s girl (also B’s ex) about him. After that, he starts fancying D and tries to seduce him. The plan goes ludicrously wrong, so he goes on to plan b, which is just jumping D. Happy happy sex sex. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 97 |
| Word count (thousands) 10.6 |
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| Author (if available): Shell, Lezlie |
| Title: Fly on the Wall |
| Category: STEAMY |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 97 |
| Word count (thousands) 14.6 |
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| Author (if available): Shell, Lezlie |
| Title: Wrapped Around Your Fingers |
| Category: CONSQ (STORY RESPONSE TO “CONSEQUENCES”) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 65 |
| Word count (thousands) 5.7 |
| Date written: |
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| Author (if available): Sheperd, Lillian |
| Title: Tiger by the Tail |
| Category: CASE |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): Krivas escapes from prison to kill B&D. Carnage, then he gets hostages (D and 2 kids) – fights with B and dies. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 127 |
| Word count (thousands) 21.2 |
| Date written: |
| Sequel to: |
| Prequel to: Action of the Tiger |
| Originally published in zine: (Also of the gen story Bull by the Horns |
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| Author (if available): SN |
| Title: Beginnings |
| Category: FSTIM (FIRST TIME) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): After D has been shot, B&D go to a party for another colleague who was invalided out. D sulks and drinks – eventually he reveals he is attracted and jealous. B is most understanding, says he feels the same, takes D home, makes love to him, and all is happy. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 33 |
| Word count (thousands) 4.2 |
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| Author (if available): sn |
| Title: Bittersweet |
| Category: H/C:p (HURT/COMFORT: PHYSICAL) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): D is ill and needs a long, debilitating treatment; recovering health is uncertain. He takes off without telling B, because he doesnt want to enter in a doctor-patient relationship. C covers for him. B is stricken,: after 6 weeks, when D, feeling lonely, calls him B traces him and joins him. They acknowledge mutual love (no consummation though – D is not well) but still D refuses assistance saying that he has to fight his own battle. They will meet weekends. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 65 |
| Word count (thousands) 8.6 |
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| Author (if available): Snow White |
| Title: … The Spoils of War |
| Category: B/D/C (BODIE/DOYLE/COWLEY) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): Some time has passed. B&D are now lovers; D is the new head of CI5 and B, who resigned after his lover C’s death, has a thriving security firm. All is well, and D at last thinks that his plans have prevailed over C’s, thanks to his patience: but then finds a letter for him from C himself, where he discovers he has been out-smarted again. C had been grooming D as his successor, and in order to keep him in CI5 despite D’s conscience, C coldly seduced B so that D would stay, waiting for his turn. C wrote the letter since he was dying of cancer, so decided to get killed in a shootout. C justifies his actions as necessary for the good of CI5, says he came to love B and that maybe he helped B&D by letting them become lovers much later, when they would be able to sustain the demands of their relationship with more maturity. D is devastated at the waste of time, but at the end he did get B and that’s what matters most. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 32 pp. |
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| Author (if available): Snow White |
| Title: To the Victor … |
| Category: B/D/C (BODIE/DOYLE/COWLEY) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): B is at the funeral of his lover, and mourns and remembers the occasion of his death. D comes to console B for C’s death, and plans to seduce him at last, now that C is unable to take B from him. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 2 pp. |
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| Author (if available): Stalkie & Co |
| Title: Radio Ga Ga |
| Category: FSTIM (FIRST TIME) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 32 |
| Word count (thousands) 4.6 |
| Date written: May. 1990 |
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| Author (if available): Stew |
| Title: Bodie’s Luck |
| Category: AU |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): B is a space explorer returned after a long trip in which his sister and her husband died accidentally. The other member of thecrew thinks B was responsible and so when they are back B has to deal with a new universe (26 years have passed as they were frozen) that thinks he is a criminal. Shocked wounded and unhappy off ship, he does not defend himself. As he looks for a crew, he finds D and they are instantly attracted. D is the only one who sides with him, even if he also pushes B for the truth. They decide to leave for another long trip, but the refusal of B to explain provokes tension, until B gives in and shows D the tape of the accident. All is well, differences resolved, love declared and they happily go into the freezing tanks for the long trip. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 130 |
| Word count (thousands) 16.3 |
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| Author (if available): Stew |
| Title: Fireworks and Violins |
| Category: FSTIM (FIRST TIME) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): During the events in The Purging of CI5 — B&D first have sex, and as the bombing menace goes on, discover feelings. All ends well both for the case and for them. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 0.875 |
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| Date written: Feb. 1992 |
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| Author (if available): Stone, Lainie |
| Title: Apprentice to a Journeyman |
| Category: PRUR (PRURIENT) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): B’s point of view, as he is in Scotland alone and masturbates Ôproperly’, as D taught him. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 11 |
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| Author (if available): Stone, Lainie |
| Title: Art Forms |
| Category: PRUR (PRURIENT) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 65 |
| Word count (thousands) 6.7 |
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| Author (if available): Stone, Lainie |
| Title: Aurelian |
| Category: FAN (FANTASY) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): B and D are hired by the Sidhe to help find one of them, Miranda, who has been kidnapped by the Evil side. B loves D but is afraid of telling him; the Sidhe want him to, because it will help both B&D and the situation. Aurelian (Ariel), the Sidhe that looks like D and is in love with Miranda, shows D how things are (he takes B to bed), but D has to wait for B to make the first move. Eventually this happens, when D has been hurt by the Evil side. Together, they free Miranda and all ends happily. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 97 |
| Word count (thousands) 13.4 |
| Date written: 1984 |
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| Author (if available): Stone, Lainie |
| Title: Beginnings |
| Category: RELAT (RELATIONSHIP) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): C notices D and hires him – D goes through training, meets B and almost beats him up in training fights – B wants to be partnered with him for this. D is taken and paired up wth B. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 22 |
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| Author (if available): Stone, Lainie |
| Title: Bondage |
| Category: BDSM |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 22 |
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| Author (if available): Stone, Lainie |
| Title: Braille |
| Category: H/C:p (HURT/COMFORT: PHYSICAL) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): B hurt into blindness, maybe permanently. As D takes care of him they do it first time. Happy ending. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 24 |
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| Author (if available): Stone, Lainie |
| Title: Brass in Pocket |
| Category: CASE |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): D is undercover seducing a rich gay man to find out his drug supplier. B is enraged at D’s apparent distance and at the ease with which he whores to get things: but D is in love with B and, thinking himself unrequited, throws himself at anyone. B, who is not straight (finding this out makes D feel even more rejected, personally), is also in love, but misinterprets D’s behaviour and keeps away, wanting it all or nothing. They reach boiling rage point as the operation triggers jealousy and pain, they quarrel and finally confess their feelings. All ends well, relationship and op. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 130 |
| Word count (thousands) 17.9 |
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| Author (if available): Stone, Lainie |
| Title: Brown Study |
| Category: H/C:p (HURT/COMFORT: PHYSICAL) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): After C’s death B leaves CI5 and goes to the previously crippled in action D. They get together. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 65 |
| Word count (thousands) 6.9 |
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| Author (if available): Stone, Lainie |
| Title: Charity Never Faileth |
| Category: CHILD |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): As B is writing a report, he remembers when he was nine and D saved him from a sort of Fagin figure. D also gave him a knife, and advice – do not run away from home till you are old enough and has learnt to fend off for yourself. B tells D that he could never meet D again to give him back his knife. D realizes only then that the boy was B, and they reminesce warmly. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 11 |
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| Author (if available): Stone, Lainie |
| Title: Crystal Magic |
| Category: CAT |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): Told from B’s point of view. B&D drive into a village of witches. B, still unaware of D’s power and of magic, has an affair with a woman from a bookstore, while D does the same with a friend of hers. They celebrate Beltane, and B&D see the God that sanctions their union – they can finally acknowledge their till then inexpressed but mutual love. B wants to learn about magic, too. They get back to London happy. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 65 |
| Word count (thousands) 5.3 |
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| Sequel to: Cat Magic |
| Prequel to: Kitchen Magic |
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| Author (if available): Stone, Lainie |
| Title: Days of Futures |
| Category: RELAT (RELATIONSHIP) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 33 |
| Word count (thousands) 4.2 |
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| Author (if available): Stone, Lainie |
| Title: Dead and Buried |
| Category: FAMILY |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 66 |
| Word count (thousands) 9.5 |
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| Author (if available): Stone, Lainie |
| Title: Doyle’s Dream |
| Category: FSTIM (FIRST TIME) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): Two CI5 men have resigned to go live together and D is upset about it. He dreams of having sex with B, likes it and gets excited when B is near. He confesses when B gets suspicious; B is not worried, thinks it can happen often, due to the close working relationship. Best thing to do is to follow the instinct – they go to bed and have it off, enjoying it. They are casual about it, and declare they wont leave their girlfriends. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 28 |
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| Author (if available): Stone, Lainie |
| Title: Five and a Half Months |
| Category: RELAT (RELATIONSHIP) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): B realizes he has fallen for D but he is so scared of being refused – D never said he loved anyone – that he gets back to the merc in Africa. D goes after him, angry and longing, and after 5 & 1/2 months, he finds B and takes him back home. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): When they arrive to the first city (Johannesburg), D requests an explanation; B gives it, D says B was a moron, that he, D. loves him, and they make love. They will get back together to CI5 and maybe even persuade Cowley to pay them for the 5 1/2 months! |
| Word count (thousands) 22 |
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| Author (if available): Stone, Lainie |
| Title: God Rest Ye, Merry Gentlemen |
| Category: XMAS |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): At the CI5 Xmas orgy, D gets thoroughly laid by about half of the staff, and not one at a time only. B, who has been wanting D for a while, acts on it as he sees that D has no compunction petting men — B takes D to an empty room and they have sex. They talk about their feelings, that are strong: they don’t commit to permanence or fidelity, but reserve penetration for each other only. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 33 |
| Word count (thousands) 4.5 |
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| Author (if available): Stone, Lainie |
| Title: Hot Hatstander, The |
| Category: ROM (ROMANCE) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): To capture a white slavemaster, D acts as bait. B is disgusted, then fascinated — D acts cool but is troubled, as once he is excited he loses all control and cant help himself. They try out their part (B being the jealous boyfriend) and end up having sex. The atmosphere is tense, till after the op is over, then they have an explanation and Things Proceed from There. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 33 |
| Word count (thousands) 5.1 |
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| Author (if available): Stone, Lainie |
| Title: How’s About It |
| Category: FSTIM (FIRST TIME) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): B and D drink and complain that they can never keep a girl because of the job. Then D suggests casually that they would fare better if they did it with each other, and B agrees so they try – and it turns out to be so much better and more than the convenient outlet they had thought it to be. Awkwardly and in fear they confess the reciprocal unespected strong feelings. All’s well. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 17 |
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| Author (if available): Stone, Lainie |
| Title: In His Majesty’s Secret Service |
| Category: HIS (HISTORICAL) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): Restoration England. Lord D is helping the king to find a French spy, who has also caused D’s wife estrangement and death, and now covets D lustily. B is a squire who saves D from bandits; at first D uses him to make his enemy jealous, but then they fall in love. The villain beats up D and almost rapes him, but B rescues the situation – happily ever after in the countryside (but always ready to the King’s summon). |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 171 |
| Word count (thousands) 29.9 |
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| Author (if available): Stone, Lainie |
| Title: Jon |
| Category: FSTIM (FIRST TIME) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 22 |
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| Author (if available): Stone, Lainie |
| Title: Kitchen Magic |
| Category: CAT |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): Identical story as Crystal magic, but from D’s point of view. B&D drive into a village of witches. B, still unaware of D’s power and of magic, has an affair with a woman from a bookstore, while D does the same with a friend of hers. They celebrate Beltane, and B&D see the God that sanctions their union – they can finally acknowledge their till then inexpressed but mutual love. B wants to learn about magic, too. They get back to London happy. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 32 |
| Word count (thousands) 4.4 |
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| Sequel to: Cat Magic; Crystal Magic |
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| Author (if available): Stone, Lainie |
| Title: Lonely |
| Category: RELAT (RELATIONSHIP) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 17 |
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| Title: Out… and In |
| Category: ROM (ROMANCE) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): C shows B his psych file and tells him that he will break if he doesnt admit to being gay and follows his love and desire for D, and since D is bi there wont be any problems. B however is too scared of losing the friendship to do anything. However, when B walks in on D and an occasional lover, he gets really upset and jealous – has a confrontation with D where he says he is gay and wants to come out with him and not to share him. They end up in bed, but D is not ready yet for total commitment – also he wants to be sure of B’s feelings. After letting B suffer while he dates girls, D admits he is in love too and ready for commitment. Happily ever after. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 65 |
| Word count (thousands) 7.5 |
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| Title: Sapphires at Midnight |
| Category: FSTIM (FIRST TIME) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): B comforts D who has been roughed up, showers him and gives him a massage on D’s request. D knows B has been attracted to him and now decides it’s worth it, not a one off and wont hurt the partnership. So D prods B into sex, or better, love, as he discovers first with fear then happily. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 16 |
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| Author (if available): Stone, Lainie |
| Title: Victorian Bed |
| Category: FUTUR (FUTURE OF POST CI5 STORY) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 17 |
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| Title: Watcher, The |
| Category: STEAMY |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 65 |
| Word count (thousands) 6.8 |
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| Author (if available): Stuart, Morgan |
| Title: Quick Sketch, A |
| Category: DEATH |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): B&D are both wounded in a house on fire and C has time to save one only. He chooses the one with less serious wounds, therefore most likely to survive – D. As C watches B from afar, surrounded by flames, he shoots him to spare him the agony. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 32 |
| Word count (thousands) 1 |
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| Author (if available): Stuart, S. |
| Title: Inside Information |
| Category: FSTIM (FIRST TIME) |
| Plot summary (very short pieces are sometimes copied here in their entirety): B is undercover in a prison to get a corrupt guard. When he gets out, he confronts D on the subject of their sleeping together 3 months earlier (suggested by another undercover op where they were pretending to be lovers). In prison B realized his feelings were deeper than expected. D agrees he is also in love, happy end. |
| Size in K/Number of Pages (pp): 28 |
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