All That We Shall Be by Anna S Greener

Rated: ADULT (NC-17)
Categories: Fiction Characters: McCoy
Genres: Kirk/Spock Slash
Story Type: Angst, Established Relationship
Universe: ST:TOS Original Universe
Warnings: Infidelity
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes
Word count: 16461 Read: 6959

Spock is reluctant to bond with Kirk after the fal tor pan, and Kirk fears he’ll lose Spock forever if Spock can’t decide if he still wants him.

Originally published in 2000 in the print fanzine Beyond Dreams #2.

“The idea of their reunion after Spock’s death is so emotionally charged and such a natural basis for a romantic story. Ms. Greener’s story, however, takes a serious look at problems that both men are forced to deal with as they comes to terms with the changes in their lives. I like the idea that Spock does not emerge unchanged from the fal-tor-pan, but instead suffers painful memory loss and a resulting uncertainty about the direction his new life should take. Kirk has been changed by the experience as well and has his own demons to face. The central question of the story is whether the two men, who had previously been bonded, should resume their life together.“ (x)

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